20-10-2010

pretty numbers on today date.
4.05am already.
but i feel so hard to fall asleep.
i do feel sleepy, but there's something missing. no, its not something, it was someone.
my sweetheart.i let him sleep earlier tonight, to recharge back his energy.
but then, i feel so alone..almost every evening-to-night-to-morning we spent together, but tonight (its morning already) i have to go through over all this hours by myself-alone..feels not so right.
if i could have you 24/7, i will never let u go even a meter from me.
but i love u, i dont want u to get sick..so i have to let u rest well.
u are like my soul, when u go away, i feel like dying and so empty...
u cherish me, every moments of my life.